my fase of life

28.06.08

got a life of my own now, doin things the way I want to
follow the steps I believe in, without holding back anymore

I know Ive let so many people down
I maybe dissapointed- or even abandonded them
but I know nothing takes place without a reason

love chose my side of life this time. it made me happy
for more than a year. and still continues doin so every day

my body is changin, for only a few know what I mean
every decision I have to make has its measures which
indicates my choices made in life these days

I dont regret anything, cause I believe god has his plans all
sorted out for me eversince day one, untill this very moment

maybe Ive done some changing. but for those Ive allways
been faithfull to, I still remain the same, even now

within a few months everything will become a lot clearer
I know some of y'll will come with preconceived opinions
about whats goin on, whats right, and whats not, etc.

but believe me when I say I got my life on track now
everything is goin just fine. couldnt wish myself a more
loving environment than Im in right now

I might be young. but I know Im ready. so again:

I got a life of my own now, doin things the way I want to
follow the steps I believe in, without holding back anymore.